Surprise!

28 Maret 2011--- 00.03Telfon Valdy mencoba berkali-kali dan gk diangkat-_- fine sleepwell then. Send him a message(Quite privacy btw:P)

05.00---
Valdy "Makasih ya syg makasih jd yang pertama lagi blabla" *karena 2x dia ulgtahun saya berusaha mnjd pacar yg baik hehe :D.

Yak dan seharian disekolah pun berakhir....bingung antara mau kshtau kalo gw kirim paket apa gk.. kl gw kshtau jd gk surprise tp kl gk dikshtau dia gak bakal cek paket-nya. Mau sampai kpn paket gw tersimpan ditempat paket:s dan pd akhirnya gw mancing-mancing pas otp pulang sekolah..

Saya: "Val..km gk cek paket? cie dapet kado apa dr mama/papa-mu?"
Dia : "Egk ahh..males. Lagian gkada yg kirim paket juga kok, km jg egk kan.."
*grrgrggh saya gatal memberitahu*
Saya: "Cek aja dulu siapa tau dapet kan mayan hehe, maafya gkbs kirim kado k km.. nnt deh pas km pulang yah kan lagian sbntr lagi km balik!"
Dia : "Iy gpp ko, udh gaush cek paket males aku"
*dan akhrnya krn susah bgt nyuruh dia cek paket~~~>
Saya: "Ih km mahh yaudh cek paket ak kirim paket buat km>:O"
Dia : "Bohong.. bnran gk nihh??"
Saya: "Iya ihh gaprcy sana cepet"
Dia : "Demiapa? asikk ok nnt ya sekalian belajar mlm hehe"

Bodoh..mana ada yg namanya surprise dikshtau payah-_- tp yasuddlah hahah. Malamnya stlh dia belajar mlm dia blg kalo gk ada paket buat dia. Sip kesel. Lgsg telf TiKi &katanya msh dlm pengantaran mungkin sampai bsk pagi atau siang.

Bsknya...... masih tetap belum ada. (!?@#$&!!?)

Dan baru sampai tgl30. Bt. Kesel. Fgh. Hmpfhh bad service3-|. Tau gt mnding skalian gw kirimnya yg 3hari nyampe gaush yg 2hari, brmaksud 2hari biar pas hari Hnya malah jatohnya sama aja>:OO Sabar.....sabar0:' ) bruntunglah msh nyampe gw pikir bakal hilang jatoh atau gk sampe gitu hiks abis kl kjadian.

FINALLY PAKET SUDAH DITANGANNYA&DIA SENANG YEAY\:D/

To... You

Surprise..!!!:-D
B'day card for you \m/;-)

And..this is ur b'day cookie:-P

(PS. Sorry I couldn't sent u a b'day cake bcs it too fragile if I sent it by package)

Soo.. HAPPY B'DAY VALDY! Semoga kamu makin sayang sm aku. Hehe. Lvu always :-)

Well, hello.....

Hai......halo.... Gilak udh menelantarkan blog ini sepertinyah:S
hehe saya muncul lagi dgn byk hal yg belum saya ceritakan ;--) Hm lbh tepatnya blog ini sprt khusus utk Valdy ya-_- ya mgkn memang hahah.

Mulai dari...

• Gw udh kirim paket yg ke2 utk Valdy pas dia ulgtahun;;)
• Dia udh sempet pulang kmrn pas kls12 UN. Ya wlpun cm sebentar:')
• Sebentar lagi 21bulan ehm:$<3

dan..dan masih byk lagi\=D/ Gw seneng cerita ttg dia entah pdhl kbykan org menganggap utk lovelife sebaiknya jgn trlalu di"publish" tpp dalam benak saya.. "who cares?" blogpun sudah jarang dikunjungi hehe no offense:D

Paket.

Yak paket. Agak telat ngepost sh hehe, kira2 seminggu yg lalu mgkn krg lebih gw kirim paket. Br prtama kali kirim paket gt jd agk excited*gw tau ini norak tp biarkan/:)*. Kirim buat sypp..? ya syp lg...buat yg jauh dsana hahah.

Happy(belated) valentine's day and happy(belated) 18months ya Jelek.

Ini kukirimin baju handuk coklat, ...&guling dr aku km minta kan kmrn2 :))

Heheh kl yg ini scrapbook hasil tgn aku loh, selamat 1stgh tahun:))

Itu gulingnya dbwh snack&makanan lainnya:P

Sampai akhrnya sudah dibungkus dgn rapih syekalih:)
Dan akhirnya sudah terkirim :))

Dan sudah kamu terimaa hehe, semoga km suka ya sm paketnya. Melovu as always:*;;) xxo.

18 Months.

Yup. Happy 18 months Jelek, thks and sorry for everything that we've done. Still together for-ever. I do really ♡U so much.

Take care. Miss ya:_)

Though I'm missing you, I'll find a way to get through. Livin' without you.
Now that you're gone. Everyday I go on, but life's just not the same.
I'm so empty inside ..and my tears, I can't hide.
I can still feel you near, so I'll smile.. With every tear I cry.

Missing You.

I'm lonely and I'm tired. I'm missing you, again.

Leaving(again)

Hai... valdy udh balik lg ke Magelang. Hufh. As always gue tidak pernah lepas dari galau. Walaupun byk pesan dr dia yg melarang gue utk ini itu.. ttp aja gue akan sprt ini. Sekarang keadaan makin complicated. Situasi dan waktu sedang tdk berpihak pd kita. Rumit. Jalanin semuanya brg2. Cobaan apapun udh kita lewatin brg2 selama hampir 17bulan ini. Setiap masalah yg kita lewatin, buat kita akan makin kuat & kuat.

Take care, I'll always love &trust you. Faithful await, I'll see you soon then:-)

Welcome Home

He's already back! Welcome home valdy:'-)
Kemarin tgl 22 akhirnya stlh dgn beribu lkjhgvbnmasdfgvcxz cara plan dan rencana terjalankan 70% dari yg sudah direncana kan-_-
Asikk kemarin akhrnya jemput valdy di airport:'D trs terus pas ketemu rasanya................asdfghytrewq gitu deh:'D :'D :'D
Baru sampe Jakarta valdy lgsg diculik deh jalan-jalan malam &makan malam brg Hilda Bintang jg ber4 hehe.
Gak ketemu 3bulan kerasa bgt perbedaannya.. Sekarang H -10 dia balik lagi ke Magelang. Gila ya gue nungguin dari H -90an dia balik cuma utk bbrp hari:-(
Well, dia disini skrg.. mau manfaatin wkt sebaik mungkin, sebelum dia harus balik lagi dan gue nunggu lagi. Missu botak

Senang :D

Asik dikabarin valdy. Senang
ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Tadi ditelfon valdy. Senang
ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Akhirnya dia ngabarin juga. Senang
ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Dia pulang 3hari lagi. Senang
ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(♥⌣♥)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Tapi dia lagi sakit:( Cepat sembuh jelek! Cepat pulang!
Lovu missu alwayz mwah(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

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Lagi kangen sama bocah..

AHAHA valdyƪ(-, --")ʃ

Sekitar 1th yg lalu.. sempet break kl gasalah:'/

Dia lagi 'unyu' :$

WHOARRWHH come back soon bocah, Imissyou(˘⌣˘)ε˘`).

9 Dec '10

1.45 am---
Dear valdy, Happy Anniversary 16months :')

Thankyou for;
- Being my 'everything'
- Being what I want
- Always loves me
- Always make me feel loved
- Always be mine
- Makes me comfortable
- Makes me love you more and more
- Cheering me up when I'm fall down
- Support me no matter what happen
- Trust me in every way
- All the future we've dreamed about
- All the sweet things you do to me
- All the attention you gave it to me
- All the silly things we've done
- All the pain and laughed we've been through
- All the memories we made together
- All the 480 days we spent together
- All the promises we made together

Sorry for;
- The mess I made
- The pain I made
- The wrong I've done
- Being selfish to you
- Makes you feel bad
- Being not perfect enough to you
- Makes you in to trouble
- Makes you sad and down
- Not always be there for you..
- Bad things I've done to you
- The things I haven't done yet
- All the fighting we had
- Making some situation harder for you
- Can't give what you want
- Can't be what you want
- Can't wait for you 'well'
- Always complain with this LDR

Thanks and sorry for evrything. You made this all means so much to me. Wish that we could stay forever together. I truly, madly, deeply love you and I always will. Happily ever after989♡ :-)

:'(

I'm dying, val.
Everything around me makes me miss you so much.

Hai.
Jadi sekarang tuh udah H -17 Valdy pulang (/˘▽˘)/\(˘▽˘\)
Terus gue lagi kangen dia.. selalu &selalu kangen.
Gila ya, udah 5bulan ngejalanin hbgn LDR kyk gini.. lostcontact huafhh gila semuanya gue lalui dgn lkjhgfdsazxcvbnm#?!@^&%"(/ feeling perasaan dan semuamuanya.

Sedih, disaat kangen gak bisa apa-apa.. Disaat gue punya byk hal yg pgn gue ceritain ke dia, harus gue simpen dulu. Disaat gue butuh dia yang selalu ada buat gue, keadaan gak memungkinkan. Disaat gue seneng dan pgn ngebagi rasa seneng itu kyk dulu, juga udh gak bisa. Disaat gue down dan butuh dia utk support gue, gak bisa.

Bahkan utk hari jadi kita aja kl dia ngucapin tuh udh hadiah bgt buat gue. Gak bisa kyk dulu lg ngucapin tepat jam 00.00, ngabisin waktu brg2.. Gak bisa. Semuanya terbatas.

Kadang gue berharap keadaan bisa balik lagi kyk dulu, dimana semuanya fine. Dan itu gak mungkin.. Dan sama aja gue gak ngedukung dia, itu hal bodoh. Well, dia disana belajar. Dia disana demi masa depannya, gluck for u dear:-) Btw, 4hari lagi kita anniv loh Val..

I wish that you were here with me. But we're stuck where we are and it's so hard, so far..

I miss my girls

Hai! Gue lagi nginep drmh Svet loh\:D/
Akhirnya finally stlh sekian lama gue gak nginep lg drmh Svet skrg nginep! Trs kangen bgt sama cewek2ku{} tapi syg cuma ketemunya sama Bonita&Svet kurang Arum:( Dia lagi dirmh neneknya huhu gkpp deh tp.
Gue.. kangen masa dulu bgt. Kangen smp. Kangen main2nya sama cewek2ku. Kangen valdy. Kangen 1921. Pgn balik lagi ke smp... Walaupun ngnpnya cm sbntr karena blm wktnya liburan tp ckp seneng kok, seneng bgt malah ketemu mereka lg ngabisin wkt sm mereka lagi:') Dan mengurangi kegalauan gue..
Hmm bsk Minggu, brharap Valdy bisa ngabarin gue lg. Yaa don't expect too much jg sihT_T
Barusan dpt bbm dr Dita membuat gue lumayan shock.....well, be patient &better yap. Lagi nungguin Svet selesai latihan basket sm garagesale-nya dasar utas :P
Gue sadar. Tanpa cewek2 ini &valdy gue ngerasa kurang. Dgn tanpa valdy gue kesepian dan apalg kalo tanpa cewek2 ini.. Tanpa mereka hidup gue gak lengkap"Wish the time won't break our friendship till death do us apart" -SvetlanaMY

15months

9-11-10/ 01.28 am.

Dear valdy,
Hai kamu yg jauh disana. Happy fifteen months val, yah walaupun kita slg gakbs ngucapin. You're the best of all the best I ever had :-)
Jujur kadang aku sedih hubungan kita harus kyk gini. LDR.. no contact.. and everything that bad. Tapi dari semua itu aku percaya &sayang kamu. Walaupun keadaan kita udh gak kyk dulu lagi, udh gak seindah dulu lagi, tapi aku ttp bersyukur masih sama kamu. The fact is painful but I'm learning to be faithful:')
Thanks for the awesome, sweetest & greatest 15 months.
15 bulan.. itu lama loh tapi gak kerasa sama kamu. Utk 5bulan belakangan ini sih lama. Soalnya gak ada kamu dsini, yg biasanya nemenin hari2ku dgn sms2 kamu, dgn telfon2 kamu, dgn hal2 konyol kamu, dgn hari2 kita disekolah(of course pas kita msh dismp). Sekarang itu.. sepi.
Uhmm yah kyk semuanya itu tiba2 aja hilang. No messages or calls from you anymore, no more silly things, not see you as often as before and no more you always there for me. Alone
I've missed you. Missed us..

Listen, I'll stay forever if you keep me in your heart. Promise me you'll always think of me, promise me you'll always love me and promise me you'll never changed?

"ILoveu. And time can't erase feeling this strong. Wait for me will ya?"
"Yes of course. I wanna stay with u forever. ILoveu too vldy❤"

You're the one who makes me stay right here val :')

Distance doesn't matter if two hearts are loyal to each other.

(Via; @itumblrsay)

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were, yeah
And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do,
I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you.

It feels like..

Fuck. I hate this situation.
Selalu, selalu dan selalu suasana &saat kyk gini dtg.
Capek. Can we turn back time?

Byk masalah, pusing.

Siapa yg skrg ada disini?
Sendiri. Selalu. Capek. Aku butuh kamu.
Kenapa kamu gak ada..?

If you're here, evrything will not this bad.

Remember this?

Val...
Though you're far away
My heart always near you
Although we are separated by distance
My love will never be far from you

Trust me...
My love never faded and dissapear
By distance and time
Although I'm here just holding you in my dreams
I'll always wait for you
Faithful await
With millions love for you.

Who always love you, Cang-girl989♡ ;'-).