Sorry for.. everything.

Sorry for the trouble.. Sorry for all the mistakes I made, sorry for being too bad for you:-( I just tormented by this situation. I've tried hard to go through all of these trials.. but sometimes I think I couldn't get through all of this. I felt so empty, hollow, and sorrow humpfh. Sorry:'-/

Random.

I'm tired being like this. I need you

Galau mode; on.

Valdy menghilang. Tiba2 aja kemarin no contact, yah udah biasa sih:-( Ngerti kok mgkn dsana susah buat contact gue, lagian kan lg liburan yaa udhlah ya gkpp.

Lagi galau nih ahaha syebel kl lg gini gue mkn jadi trlihat berlebihan apa2 yucks. Mana dsini hujan terus.. makin dingin makin kangen:'/ H -2 Valdy balik ke Magelang. Sampah makin kesel sama keadaan kyk gini(Maaf:c) S-a-b-a-r selalu.

Maafya jelek aku bukannya bersyukur malah ngeluh trs. Abs gmn val keadaanya gini.. ah:'( SMA bener-bener udh ngrubah segalanya.

Sbntr lagi udh masuk, aku harus mulai rutinitas hari2 biasa lagi tanpa kamu &harus nunggu lagi. Sampe ketemu lagi di liburan semester1, dan ini lebih lama sekitar 3bulan lebih. Tired of this life humpfth sigh...

Menye nya keluar deh kan gue, dtgl 3hari mulai keluar lg kan lenje nya. Blm dtgl balik wooy det ahelaT_T Konyol bgtni emg sampah bgtsi cengengnya:'( yaTuhan jadikan aku keep strong selalu agar bisa melewati cobaan ini.. -_-

Maafya kunyuk. Jie yg lagi liburan have fun ya.. Jgn lupa oleh2nya! Amesho({})

Finally..

Valdy udah pulang lho! ƪ(˘▿˘)┐ ƪ(˘▿˘)ʃ ┌(˘▿˘)ʃ
I've been waiting so long for you come home and finally.. welcomehome valdy:')

Kemarin tgl5 gakbs jemput dia huhu sedih maafya tp udh ketemu ko ya. Ckp bahagia bgt nih akhirnya penantian2 ini diberhentikan dulu sementara.. Agak gk rela 2bulan lbh gue nunggu dan dia cm dkasih libur 10hari(!@?)

Skrg tgl9. Well, happy 13months Revaldy Dwi Putra-ku({}) Semoga kita makin kuat. Trs LDR bukan masalah utk kita.. Amin. Longlast pasti! Aku sayang kamu selalu♥♡ Aku bisa nungguin kamu Jelek. Pasti:-)

Tgl 9.. berarti H -7 valdy pulang. Besok Lebaran, stlh Lebaran valdy ke spore. Pulang2 tgl14, bs ketemu lg tgl15 trs 16nya udah balik keMagelang lg deh☹☹☹ huhu. Udah kebayang rasanya dtgl lagi, pgn dia dsini aja udh. Tapi gak bisa:(

Makin sedih pas kamu udh plg aku dtinggal2 trs.. Kamu pergi2, plg lama, kl udh sama aku ketiduran hiks bgt val:< Maafya aku agak jadi cricky nih smnjak dtgl kamu. Kyk apa2 gakbs lepas dr kamu gt:/ Egois sih nyadar kok. Maaf gatau knp gini:'c

This is what killed me.

You<--- and ---> Me. The distance between us was too far.

But, I'm here.. waiting for you




Did you feel alone? 'Cause I always feel it.
And I'm sick being like this..

You're just too far to see, too far to touch. I-miss-you but.. you're not here with me. How could I survive?

"I still believe in destiny that you and I were meant to be."
"We are the perfect couple, we’re just not in the perfect situation."

H -1 Gotcha!

--- 4/09/2010 00.05

Sekian lama melewati hari2 sepi ini akhirnya.. bsk valdy diJkt! Yeyipeay! Hari ini valdy pulang dr Magelang dan nyampe Jkt tgl5, gak sabar ketemu dia:'D Pgn jemput bsk tapi td dmarahin Papa karena sakit tapi smg besok udh sembuh amin.

Val aku sakit nih, tau gk? Gk ya huhu sedih. Selama 2bulan dtgl kamu dan kesepian aku udh 3x sakit lho.. pdhl kan aku org yg gk gampang sakit bnr2 jarang bgt sakit tapi skrg jd lemah gini:( Wish you were here, beside me valdy.

Nanti kalo kamu udh pulang aku mau sama kamu terus. Mau gak lepas dr kamu deh pokoknya hehe. YaTuhan kangen ini menyiksaku hu-hu really.. Mau cipey ay mau ciyum peyuk dari kamu :'$ :'^ ({}). See? I can get through all of this, I was strong enough to go through. Keep trust and love each other is the key. Believe me:')

Banyak hal yg mau aku lakuin&ceritain ke kamu, can't wait to meet u dear. Hurryup come home ya☺♡